Wow! I cannot believe...

I cannot believe I am on day 6 of my preop protein shake diet and I am having lapband surgery on December 2nd! It just seems surreal to me. I never thought that I would ever have the courage to stop and say ....." I want and need to do this for me!" I am always that girl that worries about what everyone else thinks, says and does....Well not for this! There is so much more I want out of life ( mainly a child) and at my current weight I know that is not possible! I am so thankful to have such a huge support system. My husband , family and friends have been great!!!